Last farewell.
In loving memory of my great grandmother at the age of 93.
lived for 5 generations.
Her face still linger in my mind. Her pale scrawny face that makes her 5 features that look so obvious. Although we only see each other once a year during cny, i will never forget how you will ask whom we (my cousins) that we belong to which mummies (my mom and her sisters).
Ive overheard the the priest saying in hokkien during his speech.
"When she passed away, she will enter another stage of her life with Lord."
"Her body will return to the earth, and her heart/soul will go back to the Lord."
The word "Lord" is often heard in his speech. There are singing too. Btw, she is a christian. He spoke totally an hour. All in chim chim hokkien. All i dont understand. i think we should be happy for her that she have lived so long and leave this world peacefully. my mom cried when she saw her body lying in the coffin. really sad that i wont get to see her again next year. I cant believe she is gone like that, its so heart wrenching. life is so precious.
RIP.
Thursday, July 31
Wednesday, July 30
why blogger doesn't have entries that can be protected?
what is the path toward stress free life.
this sucks big time. i want my pillow.
i dont like you.
i think i need a psychotherapists.
what is the path toward stress free life.
this sucks big time. i want my pillow.
i dont like you.
i think i need a psychotherapists.
Tuesday, July 29
I will walk the toughest path with you and only you.
sometimes it just let me ponder a little.
do i possess this ability to do so.
sometimes it just let me ponder a little.
do i possess this ability to do so.
Monday, July 21
Late night supper with my prince.
Taken yesterday at Macdonalds.
Came all the way from Hougang just to have supper with me.
SWEEEET!
I truly appreciate it.
Please take care of my star.
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Taken yesterday at Macdonalds.
Came all the way from Hougang just to have supper with me.
SWEEEET!
I truly appreciate it.
Please take care of my star.
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HUGS.HUGS.HUGS!!
You never fail to brighten up my day since day 1.
Although there are fights which is unstoppable.
still...
LOVE.YOU.TILL.THE.END.
You never fail to brighten up my day since day 1.
Although there are fights which is unstoppable.
still...
LOVE.YOU.TILL.THE.END.
Learn to appreciate good stuffs~
9.45am to 10am.
In my whole entire life of that moment, i felt like a loser. I cant bring myself to walk into the examination room. I feel like chicken out and leave. Texting and calling people to calm my nerves. I dont appreciate the grand piano sitting right infront of me. I didnt make full use of that grand piano to play my pieces well. Time waits no one.
I let peoples down. I cant think of any reasons to bring myself to face the examiner. He is a Sir. My heart was bumping more oxygen into my brain, each time when i pant.
No longer pioritize that grades are important to me anymore. I want to enjoy music not pressuring myself to learn music. Music is peaceful. Its the most wonderful thing in the world when you can play the song you love to your loved ones.
Definitely, i would still continue to take exam. Its a challenge. Today is a lesson for me not being serious. Next i would focus on my theory. Aim: Grade 5.
P/S: I dislike the feeling of chickening out!
Nicole sweetie sent me mail. 2 choices in life.
Now i will choose to learn from my mistakes and never let it repeat itself.
Not by running away from reality. (:
9.45am to 10am.
In my whole entire life of that moment, i felt like a loser. I cant bring myself to walk into the examination room. I feel like chicken out and leave. Texting and calling people to calm my nerves. I dont appreciate the grand piano sitting right infront of me. I didnt make full use of that grand piano to play my pieces well. Time waits no one.
I let peoples down. I cant think of any reasons to bring myself to face the examiner. He is a Sir. My heart was bumping more oxygen into my brain, each time when i pant.
No longer pioritize that grades are important to me anymore. I want to enjoy music not pressuring myself to learn music. Music is peaceful. Its the most wonderful thing in the world when you can play the song you love to your loved ones.
Definitely, i would still continue to take exam. Its a challenge. Today is a lesson for me not being serious. Next i would focus on my theory. Aim: Grade 5.
P/S: I dislike the feeling of chickening out!
Nicole sweetie sent me mail. 2 choices in life.
Now i will choose to learn from my mistakes and never let it repeat itself.
Not by running away from reality. (:
Sunday, July 20
My precious girls before their match. I loveeeee you girls! No matter what I will not leave you alone. Cheer up Mainisah! :D
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PO-LITE officially ended yesterday. We won Ngee Ann 3-0. Which made us 4th position. We suppose to get 3rd. Ya its all depends on the referee. Fate. NYP ace! Strive harder and achieve a better result for the upcoming IVP girls. (:
We all went crazy during photo session. Photographs were all taken by weiming. Valerie's boy. He took a lot of candid shots and im not going to post it. Too ugly. Haha.
Madonna was telling every team members that we must strive hard and win. We must win because of Denny. Denny is leaving for Aussie to study for 2 years. Denny arent you proud of us?! Guess he had reached his destination. Study extra hard! (: We will be waiting for your return.
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Today was Baby and Me day. Although we did not spend a lot of time together. Its was niceeee to spend my weekend especially with you. All we did today was Pacific Plaza to fix your damn DKNY watch, ate burger king, walked around town, slack and eat dim sum at Changi village. How i wish we can have all the time to ourselves. Din manage to tour around Changi Airport because carpark was really packed. Skipped.
Baby, i know its hard for the both of us during this period. We cleared it together and its definitely brings us closer and stronger. I really want to thank you for your patience and understanding. Everybody do have their flaws. It just a matter whether the both parties can compromise and learn together. Yes, we did. We still have a longgggg way to go. We still have many more to come. Lets do it together okay? I love you.
06/10/07
loads of love.
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We all went crazy during photo session. Photographs were all taken by weiming. Valerie's boy. He took a lot of candid shots and im not going to post it. Too ugly. Haha.
Madonna was telling every team members that we must strive hard and win. We must win because of Denny. Denny is leaving for Aussie to study for 2 years. Denny arent you proud of us?! Guess he had reached his destination. Study extra hard! (: We will be waiting for your return.
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Today was Baby and Me day. Although we did not spend a lot of time together. Its was niceeee to spend my weekend especially with you. All we did today was Pacific Plaza to fix your damn DKNY watch, ate burger king, walked around town, slack and eat dim sum at Changi village. How i wish we can have all the time to ourselves. Din manage to tour around Changi Airport because carpark was really packed. Skipped.
Baby, i know its hard for the both of us during this period. We cleared it together and its definitely brings us closer and stronger. I really want to thank you for your patience and understanding. Everybody do have their flaws. It just a matter whether the both parties can compromise and learn together. Yes, we did. We still have a longgggg way to go. We still have many more to come. Lets do it together okay? I love you.
06/10/07
loads of love.
Wednesday, July 16
This is an outdated post that happened on last saturday. Belated bbq birthday invited by Bestfriend- Sarah.
This is the present she received from Jialin, Ivy and their boyfriends. And there is a nipple cup and an emergency condom inside a test tube. Hahahaha.
Ever notice why daphne wasn't in the picture?
Because she was getting cake to smash on Sarah's face.
Camwhoring started when Sarah leave for the ladies. (: For you info, Sarah got smashed by Rachel and Mainisah the 2nd time when she was on her way to the ladies. Poor girl.
Jasper was Sarah's surprise big pressie. I finally talked to him after so many years in Shuqun.
The 4Cs.
The 4As without Sarah.
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p/s: This is the only photo that everyone can see Her baby. Nasri. Surprisingly, she bought her baby to the bbq. Nice to see him the 2nd time. Last longgggggggg! :D
XOXO
love wj.
This is the present she received from Jialin, Ivy and their boyfriends. And there is a nipple cup and an emergency condom inside a test tube. Hahahaha.
Ever notice why daphne wasn't in the picture?
Because she was getting cake to smash on Sarah's face.
Camwhoring started when Sarah leave for the ladies. (: For you info, Sarah got smashed by Rachel and Mainisah the 2nd time when she was on her way to the ladies. Poor girl.
Jasper was Sarah's surprise big pressie. I finally talked to him after so many years in Shuqun.
The 4Cs.
The 4As without Sarah.***
p/s: This is the only photo that everyone can see Her baby. Nasri. Surprisingly, she bought her baby to the bbq. Nice to see him the 2nd time. Last longgggggggg! :D
XOXO
love wj.
Monday, July 14
So far we have played 3 matches. Although we lost, overall we did win ourselves. Right girls? Yeah, we all know ourselves that we did fight through the end of the match. We need to bite hard in order to take down the point. Thats 1 thing for us to improve. Our mentality too. We need to win ourselves in order to win others.
Everyone is tired and body covered with bruises. Please take care girls! All of your done well. (:
Thanks sarah bestfriend for being there during my worst time. Really appreciated a lot lot lot. It did show you are always there for me. Hugs!
Thanks eliz for listening to my whinnings. Keep up the momentum in the court! (: Love love!!
Hope things go well for the rest of week till i end my TP and piano practical. Bless me.
guys are all of a kind.
sweet?
nope.
only regret after things had been done.
no points regretting if you think this is an obviously a WRONG thing to do.
1 step wrong means gone.
no more sweet stuffs for me.
i dont feel it anymore.
Everyone is tired and body covered with bruises. Please take care girls! All of your done well. (:
Thanks sarah bestfriend for being there during my worst time. Really appreciated a lot lot lot. It did show you are always there for me. Hugs!
Thanks eliz for listening to my whinnings. Keep up the momentum in the court! (: Love love!!
Hope things go well for the rest of week till i end my TP and piano practical. Bless me.
guys are all of a kind.
sweet?
nope.
only regret after things had been done.
no points regretting if you think this is an obviously a WRONG thing to do.
1 step wrong means gone.
no more sweet stuffs for me.
i dont feel it anymore.
Sunday, July 13
tomorrow going to be a brand new day! :D
you can do it!
ABrandNewLife.
Saturday, July 12
what is the best remedy in the world?
things still fall out of place in the end.
no one can truly understands what am i thinking.
no one can read me as a book.
no one can predict me like a movie.
i do have soft feelings.
i always show my tough side.
everyday will be nice day.
things still fall out of place in the end.
no one can truly understands what am i thinking.
no one can read me as a book.
no one can predict me like a movie.
i do have soft feelings.
i always show my tough side.
everyday will be nice day.
Thursday, July 10
Yesterday was a such a disappointment. I've already did my best in the court. I still hope the best for the team. Tomorrow vs TP. I hope passion isn't a thing to give up so easily? Teamwork people. (:
Thanks mainisah for asking me to run faster and sarah still smile at me although im her opponent. Hahaha. Got home around 12 plus and get into project mood. Today is our IT2766 project presentation. No scripts and no preparation at all. 4 hours of sleep only. Looking like a zombie on the way to home. Lynden only 1 and half hour of sleep. WTH. Overall the presentation was smooth flowing.
After presentation, headed to Grassroot for a game of pool. Lol.
my team!
Next week COS presentation. We havent started on our research on mac OS. Week 16 is reaching, another presentation again. ): Heels were killing me today. My feets are aching now.
EXAMS ARE HERE!!
August.
): ): ):
Thanks mainisah for asking me to run faster and sarah still smile at me although im her opponent. Hahaha. Got home around 12 plus and get into project mood. Today is our IT2766 project presentation. No scripts and no preparation at all. 4 hours of sleep only. Looking like a zombie on the way to home. Lynden only 1 and half hour of sleep. WTH. Overall the presentation was smooth flowing.
After presentation, headed to Grassroot for a game of pool. Lol.
my team!Next week COS presentation. We havent started on our research on mac OS. Week 16 is reaching, another presentation again. ): Heels were killing me today. My feets are aching now.
EXAMS ARE HERE!!
August.
| DATE | TIME | MODULE | MODULE DESCRIPTION (PAPER NAME) | GRP | VENUE | SEAT |
| 19-AUG-08 (TUE) | 12:30PM - 02:30PM | IT2762 | NETWORKING AND COMMUNICATIONS | D3 | A.339 | 255 |
| 22-AUG-08 (FRI) | 04:00PM - 06:00PM | IT2761 | DATABASE MANAGEMENT | D3 | A.248 | 69 |
| 25-AUG-08 (MON) | 12:30PM - 02:30PM | IT2764 | MACHINE DEVICE INTERFACING | D3 | G.221 (Z2) | 193 |
): ): ):
Sunday, July 6
Day 2 without Baby.
Hooray because he is coming back tmr! Weeeeee.
Hip hip hooray because i spent quality time with my girls! Superb. Even i joined them at a later time but its was worth while. (: I visited the dental and my tooth is aching now. First stop was Island Creamy. Near hmm. Hmm adam road? I can direct you there if you wanna go. Their specialist in ice-cream and dessert; handmade. I tried their cookie & cream. The usual me, usually i dont like to try new weird named flavour. Thats me(: I missed their mud pie. Wastedddd. Think i'll be back for more. Oh ya and we saw cynthia koh the actress.
We stayed there catching up with our life, listening to stories and spent hell loads of time laughing our ass-es off in Island Creamy. Dinner was at Adam Road. Normal, the stingray's sauce was a total disappointment! But still, i think most of us enjoyed the rice. It was 1 grain 1 grain, non stick kind. You know chicken rice.. Ahhh those kind of rice. YUMMY!
Still not satisfied yet. We all agreed to chill at Holland V. Not holland my baby. ;p Some of them have to break their curfew. Its so rare catching up together as a whole group. I do appreciate their efforts. We wanted to chill at Wala Wala but its was too crowded, in the end we settled at some shop opposite it. Or nearby. We drank beer and cocktails. Sarah and mai drank some a fruit juice with all kinds of sour fruits mixed together. Lychee martini sucks! Cosmo something is definitely nicer than lychee martini. Camwhoring...even in the toilet! Guess who will be the one doing that. M-A-I-N-I-S-A-H! That lame girl never fails to do that and makes everyone go stunned for a moment. Hahahaha.
Overall today was great with my girlsssss. :D
blogger is a lil cranky now. and i cant upload my photos. will be back soon with pictures!!
edited:
The very first photo that Mainisah took from my camera. And then she claims she was a professional for taking such a nice photo. Hahaha. Mainisah i know theres people bound to say that "Because mainisah is not in the picture mah. Thats why its looked nice."
Yeah yeah, dont be angry. Below is your 1 and only photo of yourself. No photoshop. Hahaha.
Below is another picture of you mainisah! Arent you happy? And your face looked pretty.
Eh why no guys come and approach me and ask for my number?
Im really happy that you initiated to take picture. (: And definitely i love the hug. Loves!!
Lastly, after a few failed shots. We finally asked someone and took this for us. TADA!!
Hooray because he is coming back tmr! Weeeeee.
Hip hip hooray because i spent quality time with my girls! Superb. Even i joined them at a later time but its was worth while. (: I visited the dental and my tooth is aching now. First stop was Island Creamy. Near hmm. Hmm adam road? I can direct you there if you wanna go. Their specialist in ice-cream and dessert; handmade. I tried their cookie & cream. The usual me, usually i dont like to try new weird named flavour. Thats me(: I missed their mud pie. Wastedddd. Think i'll be back for more. Oh ya and we saw cynthia koh the actress.
We stayed there catching up with our life, listening to stories and spent hell loads of time laughing our ass-es off in Island Creamy. Dinner was at Adam Road. Normal, the stingray's sauce was a total disappointment! But still, i think most of us enjoyed the rice. It was 1 grain 1 grain, non stick kind. You know chicken rice.. Ahhh those kind of rice. YUMMY!
Still not satisfied yet. We all agreed to chill at Holland V. Not holland my baby. ;p Some of them have to break their curfew. Its so rare catching up together as a whole group. I do appreciate their efforts. We wanted to chill at Wala Wala but its was too crowded, in the end we settled at some shop opposite it. Or nearby. We drank beer and cocktails. Sarah and mai drank some a fruit juice with all kinds of sour fruits mixed together. Lychee martini sucks! Cosmo something is definitely nicer than lychee martini. Camwhoring...even in the toilet! Guess who will be the one doing that. M-A-I-N-I-S-A-H! That lame girl never fails to do that and makes everyone go stunned for a moment. Hahahaha.
Overall today was great with my girlsssss. :D
blogger is a lil cranky now. and i cant upload my photos. will be back soon with pictures!!
edited:
The very first photo that Mainisah took from my camera. And then she claims she was a professional for taking such a nice photo. Hahaha. Mainisah i know theres people bound to say that "Because mainisah is not in the picture mah. Thats why its looked nice."Yeah yeah, dont be angry. Below is your 1 and only photo of yourself. No photoshop. Hahaha.
Below is another picture of you mainisah! Arent you happy? And your face looked pretty.Eh why no guys come and approach me and ask for my number?
Im really happy that you initiated to take picture. (: And definitely i love the hug. Loves!!
Lastly, after a few failed shots. We finally asked someone and took this for us. TADA!!
Friday, July 4
p/s: there is 1 post below if you dont notice.
While i was in the train home with my classmates. Siewhui, zu er and lynden was the one standing around me. My back was facing 1 lady. She looked like a 40yrs old virgin(haha), wearing a yellow scarf around her and certainly dont have much sex appeals being drawn to her. Know what drew our attention to her?
Because... She was freaking burping away in the train. So damn bloody gross. Not once but many times! Of course this didnt stop us from laughing at her. Siewhui never fails to laugh even the slightest thing in the whole universe. Its damn funny. Pretend that nobody noticed her! Hahahaha but i did by looking at the Mrt's window reflection.
I saw Henry Tan Bao Zhong when i was walking home!! Million years never see him already! He wore almost the same outfit as me. Black pants and green slippers somemore! Hahaha its was fun catching up with him. The next time i'll be seeing him will be at PO-LITE. He still smokes as usual. See you bro!! (:
❤
Night time is forever an emo night when you are not around.
Night time is feeling so cold and stiff without you.
I feeling so helpless here without you.
Im right here waiting.
While i was in the train home with my classmates. Siewhui, zu er and lynden was the one standing around me. My back was facing 1 lady. She looked like a 40yrs old virgin(haha), wearing a yellow scarf around her and certainly dont have much sex appeals being drawn to her. Know what drew our attention to her?
Because... She was freaking burping away in the train. So damn bloody gross. Not once but many times! Of course this didnt stop us from laughing at her. Siewhui never fails to laugh even the slightest thing in the whole universe. Its damn funny. Pretend that nobody noticed her! Hahahaha but i did by looking at the Mrt's window reflection.
I saw Henry Tan Bao Zhong when i was walking home!! Million years never see him already! He wore almost the same outfit as me. Black pants and green slippers somemore! Hahaha its was fun catching up with him. The next time i'll be seeing him will be at PO-LITE. He still smokes as usual. See you bro!! (:
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Baby called me. Somehow im feeling happy and sad. The gush of blood in me when i saw his name in my caller id. Thats show how much i miss him. Hellooooo this is only day 1? I felt like crying when i hear his voice. He was so excited talking to me. I cant let him know that im feeling down because i dont want to spoil his mood. Hope sunday comes faster! There is no one for me to blabber my nonsense at. I need you so badly. ): At the same time, i hope you enjoy yourself to the max.Night time is forever an emo night when you are not around.
Night time is feeling so cold and stiff without you.
I feeling so helpless here without you.
Im right here waiting.
Day 1 without baby.
He will be away till Sunday. Think i'll get to see him again until next friday. Misses. ): Yesterday we went Cine to catch You Dont Mess With Zohan. Its hilarious! Laugh till mouth cramp. This is an officially a comedy movie as compared to Get Smart. HAHAHAHAHA. Time spent with him was fruitful. OHHHH YAAAA. I saw Fiona Xie at cine arcade. I can say she looked pretty small sized, thin bla bla and plain make-up. After my 2 hours of movie, i came out of the theatre and i freaking saw her again! Fated uh. Hah.
Had a long night... Seriously im so worried for him. Perhaps im not there? Hahaha all his friends were be there! Sighs. 3 of his friends are enlisting in July. Boohooo next is my baby's turn. Yayaya, i ought to be an independent girl. I cant live without him. Im still trying.. And baby, i din show my affections doesnt mean i dont love you enough okay!
See people helping his girlfriend to cover his girlfriend's skirt. Why you never help me? People's girlfriend so romantic. HELLO YOU STUPID ASS HOLE I DID SHOW OKAY. Yup maybe you dint notice it. Idiot. You better be back in 1 whole piece! You wont read this till you are back on Sunday i suppose.
Some people just dont know how to appreciate. You never know there are people out there who are suffering worse than you.
You are my star that lights up my life~
He will be away till Sunday. Think i'll get to see him again until next friday. Misses. ): Yesterday we went Cine to catch You Dont Mess With Zohan. Its hilarious! Laugh till mouth cramp. This is an officially a comedy movie as compared to Get Smart. HAHAHAHAHA. Time spent with him was fruitful. OHHHH YAAAA. I saw Fiona Xie at cine arcade. I can say she looked pretty small sized, thin bla bla and plain make-up. After my 2 hours of movie, i came out of the theatre and i freaking saw her again! Fated uh. Hah.
Had a long night... Seriously im so worried for him. Perhaps im not there? Hahaha all his friends were be there! Sighs. 3 of his friends are enlisting in July. Boohooo next is my baby's turn. Yayaya, i ought to be an independent girl. I cant live without him. Im still trying.. And baby, i din show my affections doesnt mean i dont love you enough okay!
See people helping his girlfriend to cover his girlfriend's skirt. Why you never help me? People's girlfriend so romantic. HELLO YOU STUPID ASS HOLE I DID SHOW OKAY. Yup maybe you dint notice it. Idiot. You better be back in 1 whole piece! You wont read this till you are back on Sunday i suppose.
Some people just dont know how to appreciate. You never know there are people out there who are suffering worse than you.
You are my star that lights up my life~