bordem suddenly strike me to the extreme. im at nyp's library bloggin' away, while waiting for ilyasa to end his trial for malay's dance. so yup.. had my lessons today, english was disaster, principles of computing was fun! learnt bout' c# and bout' some console thingy. kinda fun thou'. enjoying.. but aint sure they're keyed into my brain cells. right now im a havin' running nose. those feelings are incredibly "great".
shld i feel happy for the things that are arranged for me in life? sometimes i feel life is so unfair, unpredictable, uncontrollable. i know i shld feel satisfied. i don't wanna compare myself with those unfortunate ones. why am i treated like that. out of sudden, i've the urge to say i miss my seconday school mates. everyone knows everyone well. everyone has its own personality. i don't feel like growin up. well..i know its a immature question or an answer. detest responsibility. interaction with the world. movin' on to our next stage of life. sigh.
i misses you suddenly <3;>
siting by the window
lookin through outside
searchin for high and low
just to catch a glimpse of u
feelin' so insecured by ur love
ma feel so insecured
doubts;
the person who brings me hope and faith
lead me through my darkest period
ma dono why i praises u* so high up
always in confusion
questionin' am i doin the right thing
shld i shld i?
toodles!
lookin through outside
searchin for high and low
just to catch a glimpse of u
feelin' so insecured by ur love
ma feel so insecured
doubts;
the person who brings me hope and faith
lead me through my darkest period
ma dono why i praises u* so high up
always in confusion
questionin' am i doin the right thing
shld i shld i?
toodles!