This is my timetable for school reopen.
Mon: 1010 to 6pm.
Tue: 1010 to 6pm AGAIN.
Wed: 1110 to 1255pm.
Thur: 9 to 4pm.
Fri: 2 to 5pm.
Timetable abit crappy. ALL my breaks only lasted for an hour. Good? At least, we wont waste our 3 hour break doing nothing like last semester. Prolly will skip here and there.(refering to lecture after break) I still hope there is a change in timetable. Wed and Fri lesson is wth? If friday lesson change to wed, then shiok!
Beach out tmr! Period. ):
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you
Contented. *BIG SMILES
transfering to a new space soon!
still the same. 3 lickin' good fingers!
(:
if you are happy and you know it, clap your hand
if you are happy and you know it, stamp your foot
if you are happy and you know it, and you really want to show it
if you are happy and you know it, hug your love one!
1 random song.:) thanks again.
6 oct 08.
8letters 3 words 1 meaning = I LOVE YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!there is so many supposingly for tomorrow. sigh.
im afraid when night time comes.
15 more mins...
Do i really look that shag?
perhaps im dark la rq. hahaha. piano lesson was fine.. after that its was raining cats and dogs. i want a hug from you! blablabla. tmr is doom. wed doing facial. needs some pampering. like someone said enjoy yourself and treat yourself better than before.
beach again next weekend. im going to apply tons of sunblock this time round.
celebrating dad's birthday! Jack's place?
Time really files.
you are still my beautiful saviour.Things were a little better for today. Went beach early in the morning, stupid jestyn. Got tanned and burnt, again. My eyes are red now and my head is spinning. It maybe due to the scorching sun i had today. Sands were soooo unbearable.
Dine at Subway, ate subway melt.
Alright, thats for today. My head is still spinning.
Ive changed my blog song to Miss you like crazy. Its 12:06am now. So tired of pretending. Been wanting to know what you are doing right now. Listening to your voice. Blog been locked up, things were getting too personal. After 6th, i must pull myself up again. School is reopening in 1 week time. Prolly after 6th, im in another space.
Lifeismadewithpassion.blogspot.com definitely has loads of memories inside. Am still loving it. Nights blog.
its so hard to fake ignoranceAnother day passed. Spent half a day in town with my girlssss. Firstly was meet up with nicole for her interview, then charlene and daphne. I bumped onto Zhiqiang when i was on the way to Takashimaya's Mos burger. Message message message and after meet up to chill at heeren NYDC with his buddy and camp mate. Its was kinda fun talking to your senior where you dont even dare to talk to him during secondary school days. 3 years older? Haa secondary days..
Nowadays shopping was such a disapointment! I decided to buy that Zara jacket. And that topshop shirt. Gona try it on when i hit town again. (: Life have been happier, but there is always a missing part of it. I felt horrible. Hope more things coming up and please fully occupied my mind.
Everyone is asking me why i lock up my blog? I gave them a very stupid reason. I do it for fun or lock it up for a moment. The first person was johnny low! Hahaha theres Wong jojo, Chua siewsiew, Nicole, Kennedy, Mainisah, Denny.. I will inform you guys when i re-open yea. Going to find another space soon(:
currently im locking up my blog because i want to run away from reality from a moment
theres too much to take and give
right now, its much as living in torment everyday
one step wrong and it goes down all the way
i dont know when i will forget this relationship that we once built
definitely you move on much faster than i could imagine
i need some reflection on myself
or perhaps i dont deserve to be love at all
blame it on me serve me right
everything ended in a mess
i know ive hurt you deeply
i know i cant salvage this anymore with my own hands
i know ive to let you go because this is a process of love too
im sincerely sorry for everything that ive done to you
love give you the power to fly, but it can crush you down any moment
till now, i still have hatred toward you - esther.
girls are vicious and bear grudges
for the moment i cant just forget the past 11month
the whole load of shits and happiness we went through
to that special someone, i still misses you up till right now.
i should let you go earlier
i should let you persue your job earlier
i should have wake up from my mind earlier
i should have thought that our character clashes earlier
but its all too late.
im sorry for everything S.
thanks for being part of my life before.
and thanks once for painting my black & white world into a colourful world.