You are my beautiful saviour.

ITS VESAK DAY! :D means outing day!

this is how my day goes...

wooo woke up at 12pm and rush to bathe because im late! lalala. manage to reach JE around 115. met up with mai to get my thumbdrive back! schooling w/o thumbdrive during tanailian's lesson is horrible. dono where to save my stuffs. he waited for me for half an hour. feel so bad lahhh! sorryyyyy. suntec was so packed! due to book fair, PC show and GREAT SINGAPORE SALES! aww i cant wait to go out with Bestie! =D

now, i know love is FATTERNING. haha. today is a "sinful" date! ate so much. hmm had grilled dory fish if im not wrong. its RICE okay. after that is the BEST part.

TADA...

CHOCOLATE FONDUE!! =DD
love it love it!
wooo delicious! superb!

catch Pirates of the Carribean at marina. NICE movie but kinda lost in between. haha overall i enjoyed! still have Blades of Glory and Shrek3! tomorrow theres match. wth. BIG bag, HEAVY bag and 9AM lesson. sigh. i have to bring the vb too lah! so toublesome! aiyoyo!

photos of the day!

yum yum choco fondue!

take 2.

take 1.

tiny feets of ours :)

haha him with choco fondue!

OMG! there was make up lesson today. from 9 till 5. damn drained out after lesson. had Cmath test today! relieveeed. like finally.. did my c# hmwrk durin the 2hr break and durin manufacturing lecture. HAA. din go for trng today. =p dont know whats wrong with ilyasa and lynden! haha nowadays lynden keeps on plucking ilyasa's leg hair during lecture. HAHA boys beware! dont wear shorts to lecture. lol. lynden was bout leg hair. ilyasa was bout what woman pacifier. i admit i was slow okay. it bout something very disgusting. teehee!

WOOO i love Republic's environment! supposely, sarah and i was going for STAR GAZING. but it rained so in the end we din star gaze :( still meet up her! cool i miss her man! she was with this friend called leisha to eat seoul. cool name. she's funny la! haha. took 169 to her school, one bus-stop only. =.= RP is cool. i mean cooling. everywhere is air-conditioned. shiok. we walked to the foosball section. met ashraf look alike called Vincent, yanxin, dickon, azreee and ivan the joker(foosball in charge). overall i had fun with em! haha played foosball for awhile! i tell u Vincent was pro in foosball. omg i think im addicted to it! i scored many goal earlier! haha =D their toliet damn nice lahhh! walked to their sports hall to play volleyball! its air-conditioned again. there were ivy, xuan and one year 2 vball from clementi town sec. hmm i was in home clothes and slippers while playing. haha woo how great. luckily my slippers din piak. haha. after that shared cabbie home with bestie! =D

GUYS, my next favourite hangout gotta be Republic Poly! :]
wooo foosball, air-conditioned volleyball court, plenty of space to slack ard after school's hour.

Sarah Sarah Sarah,
dont go around telling people my names!
omg,
im sooo embarrassed just now!
i heard what leisha called me,
dont think i dono. hahahaha!
i know everyone knows you're SARAH SIM XIN YI.
thats why ure not afraid of me calling you XIN YI!
HAHAHAHA i will come down to RP very often.
dont be sick of me can already.
WOOT!
HUGGSSSS! <3

tomorrow theres no VS's trng but im still gg back to SQS to play ball. tomorrow Ngee Ann is coming down for their trng. haha go play ball! GIRLFRIEND, i wont forget your whatever drink. whahahaha. i want my anything drink too!

thats all,
toodles peeps.
LoadsOfLoves!

changed my blog song! addictive song sent by Sarah Sim! haa. lol.

played against Bestie' school. we WON! haha 2-0. i played quite badly. sigh. took some photos! go to Bestie's blog and view. haha. after match, went makan-ing with Bestie, jestyn, rachel, weilun, mainisah and irman at Causeway. Bestie wanted Seoul garden but we din dine there in the end. hmm dont have the mood to indulge in such a sinful food. lol. jestyn (girlfriend) and weilun wasnt feeling well. both of them got sore throat yep? haha. they're sooo sweet la! rush down to watch us play once they finished their match! wooo they won bpgh! lol. :D we dine at banquet cos its HALAL. was super full after that. stupid girlfriend keeps cutting into my land while i was walking! dont say im blocking you! u are always behind me, who ask u dont walk beside me. haha! they accompanied me to shop around for my heels. heh thanks guys! hugs :) ohh ya! went to lun's place to borrow Just Follow Law's dvd from him! damn funny la! HAHAHAHAHAHA! studied a lil of c math, memorise some formulas. :]

ROY TAN WEE YONG going to book in on 15th June! we guys planned to eat Sakae on 10th June! haha send him off! wooo cant imagine he is bald. haha! botak roy! i wanna touch his bald head! pass some luck to me. =p i need some luck! im gona catch Pirates of the Carribean, Shrek3, Blades of Glory! hahahahaha!

tomorrow is a new week again. week 7? :( time passes so quickly!

Alrighty, i miss everybody.
i miss sarah.
i miss lenie.
i miss dappie.
i miss rachie.
i miss nickie.
i miss buang.
i miss Volleysports' volleyballers.
i miss EI0708.
i miss NYP's volleyballers.
lastly...
I MISS YOU.
:( tmr attachment already. take care okay!

KISSES FOR EVERYONE! :D
nights. byeeee!

boo! havent been updating myself. haa! daphne's bdae photos.. haha lazy to upload. go to sarah's blog and see! haha. i dont know what's wrong with my blogger la. i cant seem to change my font size, colour and the arrangement la! pissed. that contribute partly why i doesnt want to blog. urgh my posts were be soo dull. sian la.

week 6 had passed. taken some tests on the way. still left computing maths! ahhh math math math! >< my holidays are reaching! after holidays are my exam and project submission. week 15! yesterday is the start of GREAT SINGAPORE SALES! haa tempting right. MORE shopping on the upcoming holiday! =D

ohh ya tmr match with sarah sim! haha Republic! camwhoring with bestie! we're meeting earlier to catch Rena's match with TP. wooo more photos coming up in Sarah's blog! *hint hint*

have been hangin out recently. haa hope everything turns out well. hope history don repeat again. =] i really cherish whatever i have now.
SINGAPORE FLYERRRRRRRRRR <3.

toodles guys. am tired(:
seeya! nighty nights!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAPHNE NG YAN QI!

hmm was kinda busy today. shall upload photos soon! in total we took 92 pictures in daphne's house! haha i love you girl! (=
muah muah muah! loves.

sorry guys, this month i've been posting lotsa of photos. haha. i really think sarah and i make up a perfect bestie! haha. sarah u should know why uh! i love 'couple's lab' stuffs! their rings are soo nice la!

totally off today. sigh. what can i do to improve it.

U19-Volleysports.

SHUQUNITES!

PIGGY BACKKK!

BESTIE BESTIE BESTIE!

i woke up late for training! haha ;p. luckily daphne gave me a ring. thanks sweetie! training for U19! im excited and nervous! tomorrow gona be our 1st match at PHS! vs TP! our VS jerseys so..no comments. we dressed like thailand players la! fitting jersey and a pant that feel like a tights! OMG! i rather wear my triangle pant. oh ya, my jersey number is no.3! lalala! the moment i entered the hall, i miss the times when im in secondary school. im not the only one who miss the feeling! sarah, charlene.. i think everyone misses that! =D fernanda you're getting taller and taller! haha yaya is getting taller too! everyone seem so different! everybody is improving. U19 boys came down for training too. they're strong! haha.

SARAH cum BEST-ESTTTTT FRIEND-MISTRESS,
you're not getting shorter. it is because we're growing. hahaha.. =) keep up the good job libero! haha more photos session tomorrow!

JESTYN cum girlfriend,
whatever you do girl. remember to remain positive! meanwhile prepare for the worst, if it turns out good its a bonus! =] i will be your lending ears. dont be sad, you know boyfriend will always be there for you! i know you can do it. rest well. taking part in U19 right? HUGGIES! love you girlfriend. :)

i cant wait for tomorrow! hehe. if YOU know what i mean.

after training, went to IMM coffee club with BESTIE and brocooli! hee =p. we were laughing our way throughout the trip. haha! taken so many hilarious photos! em love it! =] drop by adidas to say HI to my ex-colleagues! hahaha. hmm saw JANA my ex classmate working at coffee club! i ate pasta! haha. we had mud pie for dessert! cool! i was freezing cold while i was eating. partly because im in fbt, shirt and flipflop! haha =D

imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.

here comes the photos of the day! =] there are more in Bestie's blog.

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A blink of my eye, its friday again. Time is passing so quickly. So much things to accomplish within the time limit. Certainly it's happening, in just 2weeks everything seem it had never happened before. You walked your own bridge, i walked my own road. That familiar back of yours is no longer mine. We're strangers. Hi bye uh? Thinking back, are you worth for my tears?

I think i've been playing a lot. A lot.

Its time to get serious. Dont wish to hurt someone. Aint sure about your feelings. Love's selfish. Sharing your loved ones with somebody certainly is not a nice feeling. I want your heart, not your body. I know you're reading my blog. You should know what am i thinking now. Whatever's yours is yours. Nobody can change the fact. Im not ready. I do not know how to love someone now. No self-confident. I dont wish to hurt you. Everything seem so nice when both parties are officially together. Burden. Dont know how to handle my own relationship. Always give advices to others, when its my turn, I cant do it. Actions do speak louder than words. Everything leave it to nature.

We've known each other barely a week, but we're hanging out lately. Is this a piece of good news? Everything going smoothly? Its not too late to change your mind. Baby steps...i hope.

Enjoying every single bits of my life, although there's emo period at times. I do cherish what i've now. I've the feeling of insecurity. This period will be gone soon. Sprinkle me with love! Let me feel your sincerity and i will be hooked onto you. Lalala. Moments were special with youu. Although our moments were short, but those memories will be with me forever.

Alrighty, thats all for tonight.
toodles!
carries loads of misses;

i misses everyone badly now!

tiring. the only word to describe my current mood. eyes cant focus on the screen while revising. next week test. sigh. so stressful. i dont know what am i doing for the past 4weeks during lecture, tutorial and lab sessions. seriously i need someone to sit beside me and force me to memorise. trainings & competition, both need committment. can i have some enlightenment? can someone be my guardian angel? i need it badly. this weekend got to brush up principles of computing, c math and fundemental networking. too much to finish, too lil time to complete. this coming sat is U19 training, sunday competition! ahhh then its monday! test test test. :(

i need a smarter brain, more brain cells to store my notes, a robortic body & a 'never says die sprirt'.

starting from tomorrow, i must try my best to keep myself awake and try to focus as long as possible. drink more chicken essence! sleep early. take notes to keep track of what teacher's saying. STOP DAYDREAMING IN CLASS. need to excercise my lazy brain consistently.

i din know amk hub was that nice after i went there today. lol. it was my first time. had MOS burger, fish burger. yum yum. walked around.. think i will shop there oftenly. haha got levi, FOX, GIO, whatts in that sells earrings and accessories. cool. haha girls favourite! bought a team bag from adidas Wheelock. thanks eddie for your discount coupons :). hmm i really enjoyed today. lol. there's training tomorrow. :) see youuuu DTMJ.

misses & bubbye!

where can i find myself?

firstly. my skin is peeling off now! ugliest period. still i dont regret sun tanning on last sat. =] lovee the sun! i loveee nyp volleball players! training was so boring. a waste of time. the training is not challenging enough. opps as if im a pro player. haha lmao. slack until dont feel like training. haha =D. but i love friendly! someone gave me the motivation to go training! kept bumping onto someone recently. same bag, got the same shirt, same blog song and sun burnt together! lol. hahaha. (:

next week gona be week6. exam time. ooh mugging time. hahaha. U19 starting soon! STRESS. shuqun alumni is representing Volleysports. we're gg to vs temasak poly, republic poly and phs alumni! :( gona play against bestie's school. YEAH gona play with Rena. Rena here comes the serious business! =p june's holiday is coming! which means volleyball's camp is coming too. committment. hmmm heard from Elizabeth its a 5days 4nights camp. laundry laundry laundry! aww got to wash my own stinky clothes. haha. 75% im attending it. denny are u happy? =))

wanxiang just called me earlier and ask me whether am i free on sat. hmm training for U19. sigh. so last min thingy. i think coach havent even had our jersey printed? he didnt even ask wad jersey number we want la! i dont want to take number13 again! i want number 3! C girl jersey no.16. B girls get 13 all the way because of someone =.= i want to change! haha in nyp i wanna get number 17! hooray!

tomorrow lunch! =DDDDD

yawns. GTG! shall blog again. toodles guys.
LOVES! muah!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! =]

finally i could sit down and blog. :) was totally worn out with ytd beach competition. girlfriend, im tanned! =D i grew darkerrr. weeee! im no longer a fair huiting. lol. currently my face is as red as a monkey backside. its burning okay! later i shall post some photos for u guys! :D GUYS OUT THERE READING MY BLOG. IM HERE TO PRONOUN THAT I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND JESTYN KHOO! =D "she" claimed that i did not mention "her" name in my blog. hereby im announcing it. i hope "she" sees it! =p

HAA as usual i attended piano class today. after that i went out to buy fool scape paper! my paper is running out fast! haha i ate chicken pie at coffee club and drank iced mocha vanilla! whoaa niceeee. had dinner with parents downstair, the waiting time was soo long la. sister and i was kinda pissed. haha we dont have patience. ;p alrighty, i changed my toe nails colour. haha to blood red i suppose. =D

GUYS HERE COMES THE PHOTOS...

These were taken recently with girlfriends! some were missing. :(

rara & tingting <3

sasa & tingting <3

sasa & rara <3

RARE MEET UP! LOVESS U DARLINGS!

threesome! lovesloves!

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

i took this in HUILI's blog! hahaha. =D

HEY! haha. im in da library bloggin away while ilyasa is out there hunting for his food. lol.

yesterday was fun! went to Causeway AGAIN. haha this is the nearest shopping mall that i oftenly shop in. nana and yasa accompanied me to Xpressflower to make an order of bouquet of flower for Mother's day. sister and me planned it. =] it took us quite some time to settle on my rose's colour, thanks for your patience! greatly appreciated! in the end, i decided to pick purple colour for my Mom. red was too common, pink was soo eeew, yellow lik want to die, white GOSH.. so decided on purple. looks so innocent and calm. i hope my MOM loves it when the delivery man deliver on sat's afternoon. (= the name of the bouquet is sunny mother i think. HAA wad a name. after that we went to makan, haha we have hell lots of fun! taking lots of ugly posts. heh haven upload yet. wait till arina joined the pictures of us together then i upload. =D

back to today.. i woke up late la! i din even realised i woke up and press off my alarm. haa. english's lesson was ooookkkaaayyy. have to submit a copy of our game to Haikal by friday. whoa stress. by week 15, our product must be ready to present. woooo. i enjoyed TAN AI LIAN's lesson! C# programming! hahaha fun fun funnn! lesson ended at 12pm, was practically slacking all the way. i ate fried sliced fish noodle with Siewhui today! woah niceee! =] did some thinking for our innovation project, finally we decided to focus on this product. no more troubles anymore! phew. haha. drank double chocolate ice blended with WHIPPED CREAM! hmm doesnt taste as nice as coffee bean. coffee bean and mcafe still rocks! :DD

i hope it rains later. ;p then trng cancelled! haha cos its outdoor today. :( sarah was enjoying her air conditioned indoor hall. shiok la. she's having friendly with yew tee CSC. how great. friendly.. i want too! okay GTG. ilyasa goin for his adventure club. he's rushin me to return his lappie. haha.

byeeee! much loves <3

i love after training's maggic meee section! hahaha :D i want somemore! nasi lemak feast!

yawns lecture is so boring.
training so slack.
heh i think i over-stretch one of my thigh muscle, it hurts. (:
haha..

tmr 2hrs lecture followed by 1 hr tutorial! after that HOME SWEET HOME! haha still wondering shld i go to the boys' trng tmr. hmm then can accompany Jingting! yeah Sharon,Weilin, Nora and me is sharing 1 locker to stuff all of our volleyball accessories. ;p 12bucks one year. cheappp eh?

i wantttttt my ripples slipper! tomorrow im gg to get u. muahahahahaha. =DD
live life to the fullest! enjoy enjoy enjoy!

=DD

yesterday went West Coast again! haha to study. manufacturing process cant seems to get into my mind. shack. stayed there until 6plus then went home. =] oh ya, i did my c# hmwrk. haa all thanks to Arina and Ilyasa for forcing me to do at there. =p so yeah i completed! as usual we took 176 home. ilyasa accompanied me home! haha dont know out of sudden i feel so lonely walkin home alone, so i asked him. :) we chatted till 10pm. after that i went out to meet up with adidas's people! haha holland V! this time round, we settled along the roadside coffee shop. ivy said the Western food is nice but i didnt order it. was planning to bring my girlfriends there! its HALAL! :D ho ho ho, i ordered STINGRAY. small one though, and i actually finished it all by myself! wooo sinful eh. later we proceed to Swensen to have our desserts! kamisah treat! whahahaha. kamisah, ivy, ah bee and i shared regular earthquake! heavenly! kevin ordered celebrity brownie. nice nice! micheal ordered apple crumble! its been so long since the last meet up. i miss u guys! 'mimi roll'.. hurrhurr. =P it was about 1am when we leave holland, ivy and i shared one cabbie. so sweet of her to drop me first. lol. after that reached home, wash up then lala land!

i woke up at 12pm to get myself prepared for piano class. haha how gong i can be la. my lesson is at 230pm and i went for the 1pm slot. i forgot my timetable changed when MAY comes. haaa. oh ya, i told my piano teacher to withdraw me from taking grade 5 exam this year. cant take the pressure. no movtivation, nothing to push me to practice my pieces. my teacher said taking exam is a good time, because it can push me to practice my pieces. im different i chose to give up halfway. sigh she said i dont have confident in doing time. yeaps i really dont have confident in myself. :( dinner time, we went to Cdans to eat! think its for the early celebration of Mother's day. grandmother and uncle joined us for today dinner. daddy orderd beijing roasted duck and some other dishes! beijing roasted duck's skin sooo crispy and nice! wooo but i dont like duck meat ah. ;p dinner was GREAT!

AHHHH, tomorrow whole day lecture.

IM LOOKING TOWARD TOMORROW INDOOR TRAINING! =D
toodles. loves! :*

Time passes so fast. Its friday again. A boring one though.

Had swensen again! =D drank iced mocha and ordered seafood pasta! haha. wanted to catch 200 pound beauty but there were only 2 movies showing! wth lah. almost all the time slot is taken by Spider Man 3. idiot. there goes my movie with Bestie because hardly we could squeeze time out for us. she got her own RP's vb trng, i have my NYP's vb trng and we have our own programme too. :(

took 187 home from Causeway, almost fall asleep la! haha was listening music from my mobile, taking me to a faraway land. but i was awoken by sarah, nudging me, to tell me tht my stop is reaching. lol. charleston went back to his rightful home at boonlay tonight. home feels like an empty shell. haha.

okay, i walked pass him today. hmm. no comments. (:

SARAH, I WANT OUR NEWURBANMALE'S BAG! ASK GARY! =D

FIRSTLY,

HAPPY SWEET 18TH BIRTHDAY FOR MELVIN! :)

lesson for communication skills only lasted for 2hours! supposely, it was a 3hour lesson. haha Jeannie Chin let us off earlier. =) yeah! i ate chicken breast rice! heh. finished the whole plate. what a glutton. =D 1100, it was time for innovation lab session. urgh was practically dragging my feets to blk S. is it blk S? ahh cant bother to rmb. haha. for the whole 30mins, almost the whole class were msn-ing! cant imagine right? the teacher simply bo chap. dono what crap he is doing in his computer. haa during innovation project lesson can msn already! he dont give a damn anyway. (=

today was NYP volleyball training day. lesson ends at 1pm today and i've to tahan all the way till 6pm when my trng starts. luckily i've Arina, Ilyasa, Haikal and Wani. they accompanied me until 5 except for Haikal who left early to meet his friend. thanks guys! :D we watched White Noise in the school library's cafe. totally catch no balls bout the show. haha. i drank iced mocha! nice! eh..ilyasa ur drink no nice ah. oh ya oh ya! haikal taught me how to play CS. haha fun! i wanna play somemore! after that, meet up with Jingting at North canteen. chit-chat with other volleyball girls. (: hey i found out quite a number of volleyballers joined volleyball in NYP. Peicai sec, St Hilda sec, JJC, Phs sec bla bla.. and SHUQUN SEC! whahahaha. hmm know what? coach asked me to play sub-set. unbelievable right?! holy shit.. dono whether i could cope. jingting and me was playing for libero or sub-set. nevermind, i try my best la. :) today perspire alot and i forgot to bring my towel along. how great and i fell down during trng. haha i don wan to hv scar on my kneee! speaking of volleyball training, beach competition is next week! whooo cant wait and i hope my wound could recover by then! =D shared a cab home with two ex-JJC students. shiok! currently they're studying in the Health Sciences block. reached home ard 1030. wooo famished and exhausted! thats all for today! byeeeee =D nighty nights.

P.E.A.C.E

SARAH SIM XIN YI, i love youuu! :D

hey everyone! =)
today lessson was only 2hrs, Principle of Computing. haha. so shiok. after school, went slacking with arina, wani, ilyasa and haikal. do you notice that im the only chinese there? alvin and kaixiang joined us shortly in the North Wing library. they were busy doing c# programming. ard 2plus, we went for lunch at mac! urgh mac again! this time round i ate nuggets meal! haha. guess what? we booked the discussion room and we watch Ninja Turtles inside. how great if we're caught watching movie inside a DISCUSSION ROOM. ;p

i left school ard 5 to meet up with Bestie! went Causeway to shop for some stuffs. bought a retractable mouse for my lappie! =D we ate swensen! we share okay. how sweet of us right? =]. i DYED my hairrrr! weeee! golden copper brown. wanted it to be reddish, but it cant match with my golden highlight. :( nevermind then! another time! =]

yawns. tomorrow lesson starts 8am! omg communication skills and innovation project. then slack all the way till training starts at 6pm. BEST. byebye! ((:

shower me with love! <3

Its Labour's Day today! :D

went to IMM to pay a visit to my ex-colleagues working in adidas. bought 3 things (: GIO grey jean, FOX shirt and adidas shorts. thanks Kevin for informing me uh! let me spend money again =.=

HAHA.

life is filled with happiness and sorrow. u cant get both at the same time. its impossible.
ahem is playing a prank on me.
im at my deepest edge.
why is it occuring to everyone?
seriously i dont know where it goes wrong.
perhaps what goes around comes around.

GIRL. you're going to move on. no point sitting at the same point crying.
thanks Melvin for making my day. =]