Craps always happen to me.
Im feeling damn shitty right now.
I want to be in control of my life.
I wanna go to lala land now. Bye.
Im feeling damn shitty right now.
I want to be in control of my life.
I wanna go to lala land now. Bye.
Wednesday, April 30
Friday, April 25
It just happened unexpectately but i expected it. I don't know what to say anymore. But i completely lost hope in it. I felt weak. I don't want sweet talk. I don't want empty promises anymore. I think i had enough as compared to last time. It just went haywire suddenly. I don't pin hope anymore. I just wish time could backtrack.
Whats the meaning of love again?
I've absolutely no idea of it now.
The worst feeling is to have a ______ but you cant feel that you have a ______. Constantly reminding.. Maybe i shouldn't remain in this devastated state now. My friends are there. Its so hard to understand the meaning of love. I failed. There are so many WHYS in my mind that i want to tell you. Has been thinking whether should or should not. Doesn't mean a stabled r/s need no love and attention. Even i cried a bucket of tears, you wont know it too. The longer the r/s goes, the love and attention is needed even more. I really don't know what to do now. At that moment, my mind was running that i really wished i'm in your arms and out with you. Somehow my stubborness don't allow me to. Only my mind is willing, but physically i'm tired of trying to pretend nothing has happened.
Whats the meaning of love again?
I've absolutely no idea of it now.
The worst feeling is to have a ______ but you cant feel that you have a ______. Constantly reminding.. Maybe i shouldn't remain in this devastated state now. My friends are there. Its so hard to understand the meaning of love. I failed. There are so many WHYS in my mind that i want to tell you. Has been thinking whether should or should not. Doesn't mean a stabled r/s need no love and attention. Even i cried a bucket of tears, you wont know it too. The longer the r/s goes, the love and attention is needed even more. I really don't know what to do now. At that moment, my mind was running that i really wished i'm in your arms and out with you. Somehow my stubborness don't allow me to. Only my mind is willing, but physically i'm tired of trying to pretend nothing has happened.
Tuesday, April 22
Baby: Sian. Fail leh.
Me: Cheers up okay? Wad did he fail you?
Baby: I knock down a person. Sigh.
Me: Ha ha ya right. Don kid me la! You pass right?!
Baby: Serious. Now i at the police station. I tell my parents liao. They rushing down now
Me: Cheers up okay? Wad did he fail you?
Baby: I knock down a person. Sigh.
Me: Ha ha ya right. Don kid me la! You pass right?!
Baby: Serious. Now i at the police station. I tell my parents liao. They rushing down now
Upon reading this message. I rang him up.
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So ya, baby you cant lie to me. Your lying's skill suck. Haha. Baby passed his driving test today! Highhh. And he is damn mean. I mean real MEAN! From the moment i met him, he was super sarcastic toward me. Eh sucker.. Better please me later or i dont drive you home.. I dont have PDL with me anymore.. Today driving damn relax.. I scored 12 demerit points due to small reasons.
SHIT! Im sooooo jealous of him. Seeing him drive on the road officially makes me even more eager to 'chiong' my driving practical. ): Nvm, i'll wait for my test date. (: Haha.
IM A HAPPY GIRL TODAY! lalala. Tomorrow meeting Bestie and Tangs!
Sunday, April 20
Peeps, a recap of what i did yesterday. A day out with my darlings to Town. As usual, i met up with Sarah bestie and meet Tangs at Wisma. Im late. Sorry darlings. I know im fickle minded sarah. I cant decide what to wear. You know i love you. (:
We were walking aimlessly at first. After that we decided to have lunch at Food Republic. Their food costs almost double than those normal Kopitiam. I ordered Yom Tau Foo and 1 bowl of rice and it costs me a total of $4.90. Expensive eh? BUTTT expensive and nice too. I wouldn mind spending that amount on it.
Out of nowhere, we started to camwhore after our lunch. Girls.
Sarah bestie introduced us Ice Monster at Plaza Singapore. I tell you its delicious! Especially their mango. So sweet and it smell very nice! Its worth trying. :D We ordered regular mixed fruits and mango sorbet.
Dad sent me home after Ice monster. Bestie and Tangs each have their own programme. I have none. ): Today i had curry fish head for dinner! At last, outdated photo. That is Ice.
We were walking aimlessly at first. After that we decided to have lunch at Food Republic. Their food costs almost double than those normal Kopitiam. I ordered Yom Tau Foo and 1 bowl of rice and it costs me a total of $4.90. Expensive eh? BUTTT expensive and nice too. I wouldn mind spending that amount on it.
Out of nowhere, we started to camwhore after our lunch. Girls.
Sarah bestie introduced us Ice Monster at Plaza Singapore. I tell you its delicious! Especially their mango. So sweet and it smell very nice! Its worth trying. :D We ordered regular mixed fruits and mango sorbet.
Dad sent me home after Ice monster. Bestie and Tangs each have their own programme. I have none. ): Today i had curry fish head for dinner! At last, outdated photo. That is Ice.
p/s: i miss the presence in your arms.
Saturday, April 19
i want to be as perfect as you.
Tuesday, April 15
Im over the moon! MOOOOON~
Alright, back to the topic why am i soooo excited. =p Reveal a little. I PASSED...
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MY FINAL THEORY!
Ive already book my practical test on 18/7/08. I hope it wont be too rushing for me. (: Supper supper supper! This month until my practical i'll be very packed with driving and perhaps projects and exams? Because around that timing also my exam period. And my Piano practical in Julyyyyy. Goshhh dont know how am i going to cope with.
Sunday, April 13
Another day spent at weilun's place. I din go for adidas outing. Ivy and kevin not going in the end. So i gave it a miss. We played da dee and i flip through last year year book. Hahaha so funny. Anyway.. We ate up Ken's belated birthday cake. Sang birthday song for us and all of us made a wish. Lmao.
Today i felt so fat. I ate brunch, dinner, french fries and fatty birthday cake! Ohmygod. ):
School is reopening in 1 day time and im not prepared yet! Dieeee. 9am school and i gotta wake up at 7am. How i wish i've chauffeur to send me everyday to school and back home. I must be daydreaming. WAKE UP YEO HUI TING.
Later i've piano lesson. July will be my practical test. Goshhh. Hope i pass. (: I hope i pass my final theory so i can book my TP! Either June, July or August. Heh supper trip is getting nearer and nearer each day! Yes yes yes..
I miss my holidays.
I miss my slacking time.
I miss going facial.
I miss going shop or window shop.
I miss shaking legs at home.
I miss sleeping for more than 10 hours.
I miss playing with my nephews.
I miss everything during my holidays!
Today i felt so fat. I ate brunch, dinner, french fries and fatty birthday cake! Ohmygod. ):
School is reopening in 1 day time and im not prepared yet! Dieeee. 9am school and i gotta wake up at 7am. How i wish i've chauffeur to send me everyday to school and back home. I must be daydreaming. WAKE UP YEO HUI TING.
Later i've piano lesson. July will be my practical test. Goshhh. Hope i pass. (: I hope i pass my final theory so i can book my TP! Either June, July or August. Heh supper trip is getting nearer and nearer each day! Yes yes yes..
I miss my holidays.
I miss my slacking time.
I miss going facial.
I miss going shop or window shop.
I miss shaking legs at home.
I miss sleeping for more than 10 hours.
I miss playing with my nephews.
I miss everything during my holidays!
Saturday, April 12
Woo hoo. Im meeting up with sarah and supper with adidas colleagues at holland v. Random. Im so bored. Waiting for time to pass.
IMissYou.
Out of a sudden, i feel like watching Astro cartoon. I think he is a smart and handsome boy.
IMissYou.
Out of a sudden, i feel like watching Astro cartoon. I think he is a smart and handsome boy.
TADAAAA!
Friday, April 11
Yup i went to watch the finals today with Charlene Tang and Sarah Sim. Ended up Mainisah Buang and Rachel Yeow came as well. Its like a small gathering for us. Daphne Ng is not there! Nvm, lets skip that part. As usual we gossiped and laughed. Charlene was blushing due to someone. Haha. Funnnn.
Upon reaching the sports hall, i was very excited and sleepy due to the bus journey. I heard them announning Shuqun players' names. It an HONOUR for the announcers to announ your name in the sports hall. They won the 1st set, 30-28. Should be this mark if im not wrong. Although they lost 3-1 to St Hilda, but it was a tough match. At times they were miscommunication but this is un-avoidable. They played well.. Especially Brandy, Anwar and Lawerence. Aiya, they should have won. ): I shouldn say anymore. Sarah should know. HAHAHA. Heartache. Lol.
B division. Boys - 2nd Girls - 3rd (Nationals)
Shuqun & St Hilda.
We went off in the mist of B girls finals. Phs Vs Sembawang. Phs won. We went Westmall to eat Sakae. They really made my day. (: Laughing throughout the whole process. Decided to chill at Mac with Sarah. Camwhoring till weilun come. Somehow we ended up at Weilun's place in the end. His dog named Ice is damn cute.
Overall, today was well spent. Love it. I bought a mask and a whitening lotion for me today.
taken by sarah.
my best friend.
We are best friend.
weilun.
Ice.
Ice's owner.
PHOTOS OF THE DAY.
Upon reaching the sports hall, i was very excited and sleepy due to the bus journey. I heard them announning Shuqun players' names. It an HONOUR for the announcers to announ your name in the sports hall. They won the 1st set, 30-28. Should be this mark if im not wrong. Although they lost 3-1 to St Hilda, but it was a tough match. At times they were miscommunication but this is un-avoidable. They played well.. Especially Brandy, Anwar and Lawerence. Aiya, they should have won. ): I shouldn say anymore. Sarah should know. HAHAHA. Heartache. Lol.
B division. Boys - 2nd Girls - 3rd (Nationals)
Shuqun & St Hilda.We went off in the mist of B girls finals. Phs Vs Sembawang. Phs won. We went Westmall to eat Sakae. They really made my day. (: Laughing throughout the whole process. Decided to chill at Mac with Sarah. Camwhoring till weilun come. Somehow we ended up at Weilun's place in the end. His dog named Ice is damn cute.
Overall, today was well spent. Love it. I bought a mask and a whitening lotion for me today.
taken by sarah.
my best friend.
We are best friend.
weilun.
Ice.
Ice's owner.PHOTOS OF THE DAY.
Thursday, April 10
B BOYS DIVISION NATIONALS FINAL CHAMPIONSHIP.
Shuqun Vs St.Hilda
Venue: Toa Payoh
Timing: 1pm
like free advertising uh. lol.
free come come!
Shuqun~
so proud of them! they are one lucky people. they get to play on their specialised floor!
Support support support!
=D
i really hope you will come and watch with me.
pending...
pending...
Tuesday, April 8
PART I
innocent eh? Sec 3 times. Wheres daphne?.
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There she is! :D
So random.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
LALALALA~
PART II
IM OVER THE MOON~
Because ive attended my first driving practical! At first i thought i was like an nerd waiting outside the car alone. Partly i think im 5 minutes earlier, so when i see people coming and claiming their car i was relieved. I know i sound like an idiot. But how would you feel whereby you are the only one waiting at the area! Lol.
Review a little excitment!! Initally i was damn tensed up, but the instructor is cool so im cool with it too. He taught me how to adjust my seat, adjust rear mirrors, adjust my gears, control my engine, switch on my headlights, drive straight and reverse straight. And i couldnt believe i have no strength to press the handbrake! Holy shit. Maybe im too nervous. Haha after that i drove around the circuit! THUMB UPPPPP!! The feeling was damnnnn bloody shiok. As if i strike lottery.
Tomorrow and thur will be going again! First lesson was totally awesome!! I hope time pass slowly too! Im meeting Tangs for a swim after my driving. Yeahhh!
PART III
Im so going to complain to my mentor. My timetable sucks big time. Seriously. Although i told kennedy i wanted a night class so the next day will be off. And hope i wont kana my night class on friday. Who knows i owe who in my last life. I got mine my dessert. Friday ive night class people. Damn! Spoiler, from 310 to 930pm. My module seem so difficult. All those chim chim names. ): Tell me how to survive! I want to chiong my driving too.
Monday :D 0900 to 1450 (Acceptable)
Tuesday :l 0900 to 1800 ( break for only 50mins for the whole day)
Wednesday :@ 0900 to 0950 (DAMN CRAP)
Thurday :l 0800 to 1800 (break for only 50mins for the whole day)
Friday :( 1510 to 2130 (MY GOD!)
THANKS AR TO WHOEVER SET MY TIMETABLE. SET SUCH A NICE TIMING. CRAP CRAP CRAP! I WANT TO PASS MY DRIVING!!
Monday, April 7
Finally im updating after a few days of MIA. There are good news and bad news to announ. Lets go for the good news first. Firstly, my lappie is connecting to wireless now! Overwhelmed. :D But i did some sacrifices too. I reformatted it and all my stuffs are gone. Need to re-download everything again. Say bye to desktop now! Hahaha.
Good news that today ive attended all my lessons in driving school. No more dreading of it. Tomorrow is my first practical lesson! Wish me luck! (: And i hope to get my cousin's husband to be my instructor. He said he will help me with it. Yeahhhh. Brought forward my final theory test date which is on 15/4. By then, i can book my TP! I saw bobby at bbdc. So coincidental.
Bad news is ive dark rings around my eyebags! Ohmygod. School is reopening toooo.
Now its the bad and good. Last saturday, went dental for consultation of wisdom tooth and braces. Orthodontist confrimed my last tooth is my wisdom. ): I dont wish to pluck out but i think i need. Im spending my own $400 to push out my upper jaws one of my tooth. Still thinking whether should i put on braces. $4000 for braces. 10th May my appointment! Should i be happy? Im scared of pain!
Good news that today ive attended all my lessons in driving school. No more dreading of it. Tomorrow is my first practical lesson! Wish me luck! (: And i hope to get my cousin's husband to be my instructor. He said he will help me with it. Yeahhhh. Brought forward my final theory test date which is on 15/4. By then, i can book my TP! I saw bobby at bbdc. So coincidental.
Bad news is ive dark rings around my eyebags! Ohmygod. School is reopening toooo.
Now its the bad and good. Last saturday, went dental for consultation of wisdom tooth and braces. Orthodontist confrimed my last tooth is my wisdom. ): I dont wish to pluck out but i think i need. Im spending my own $400 to push out my upper jaws one of my tooth. Still thinking whether should i put on braces. $4000 for braces. 10th May my appointment! Should i be happy? Im scared of pain!
Wednesday, April 2
i just need more love love love!
WATCH THIS AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!
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THIS IS SO DISTURBING. I CANT BELIEVE THOSE CHINA WORKERS ACTUALLY DID THAT. THEY ARE SO BLOODY CRUEL! I CANT BRING MYSELF ANY FURTHER TO WATCH THIS... OUR BRANDED GOODS MADE FROM FUR AND LEATHER. ITS SO INHUMAN ACTIONS DID BY THOSE CHINA WORKERS!! )':
SKINNED ALIVE.
When the fur is finally peeled off over the animals' heads, their naked, bloody bodies are thrown onto a pile of those who have gone before them. Some are still alive, breathing in ragged gasps and blinking slowly. Some of the animals' hearts are still beating five to 10 minutes after they are skinned. One investigator recorded a skinned raccoon dog on the heap of carcasses who had enough strength to lift his bloodied head and stare into the camera.