It just happened unexpectately but i expected it. I don't know what to say anymore. But i completely lost hope in it. I felt weak. I don't want sweet talk. I don't want empty promises anymore. I think i had enough as compared to last time. It just went haywire suddenly. I don't pin hope anymore. I just wish time could backtrack.
Whats the meaning of love again?
I've absolutely no idea of it now.
The worst feeling is to have a ______ but you cant feel that you have a ______. Constantly reminding.. Maybe i shouldn't remain in this devastated state now. My friends are there. Its so hard to understand the meaning of love. I failed. There are so many WHYS in my mind that i want to tell you. Has been thinking whether should or should not. Doesn't mean a stabled r/s need no love and attention. Even i cried a bucket of tears, you wont know it too. The longer the r/s goes, the love and attention is needed even more. I really don't know what to do now. At that moment, my mind was running that i really wished i'm in your arms and out with you. Somehow my stubborness don't allow me to. Only my mind is willing, but physically i'm tired of trying to pretend nothing has happened.