currently im locking up my blog because i want to run away from reality from a moment
theres too much to take and give
right now, its much as living in torment everyday
one step wrong and it goes down all the way
i dont know when i will forget this relationship that we once built
definitely you move on much faster than i could imagine
i need some reflection on myself
or perhaps i dont deserve to be love at all
blame it on me serve me right
everything ended in a mess
i know ive hurt you deeply
i know i cant salvage this anymore with my own hands
i know ive to let you go because this is a process of love too
im sincerely sorry for everything that ive done to you
love give you the power to fly, but it can crush you down any moment
till now, i still have hatred toward you - esther.
girls are vicious and bear grudges
for the moment i cant just forget the past 11month
the whole load of shits and happiness we went through
to that special someone, i still misses you up till right now.
i should let you go earlier
i should let you persue your job earlier
i should have wake up from my mind earlier
i should have thought that our character clashes earlier
but its all too late.
im sorry for everything S.
thanks for being part of my life before.
and thanks once for painting my black & white world into a colourful world.